Should I Or Should Not???!!!!

Itz June oredy,okay,lets count will ya *finger counting*...Alrity den,so itz been 5 days since i laz blogging..hehe..Gosh,not even one week had passed but itz feel like weeks since i laz blogging a.k.a telling crap *silly me* *giggles*...Well,not much had happened tho' diz few days..Me suddenly missed all those dramas(dat i want 2 avoid)..haha,look like NO DRAMAS=BOREDOM...
But now, im hella confused whether "Should I OR Should Not???!!!"..I juz HATE HATE HATE making decision coz im really not good at it..Ya,i know im a coward,im a chicken!!!U can called me dat,i wont blame u..But i learnt from experienced and most of dem is a bad one and datz why IM OWEZ TRYING HARDER TO NOT FALL INTO THE HAND OF THE STEWWFYYDD FATE A.K.A MR.WRONG DECISIONS....Even one simple decisions,i have to take a few days to make up my mind(if i 'have a few days') and if i dun 'have a few days'?????Gud question..My answer is, i'll chose 'the nice-sounded-decision'(tot dat was the safest,huh?!) and if it coz me no-gud,i will whether RUNAWAY from MR PROBLEMO or REGRET 4 My whole life(which means,im gonna blame maself again n again n again)..Aaaaargghhhh!!!!!!!!!!Sumone save me,before i turned into Miss Crazeee!!!! *sigh*..I guess wat supposed 2 be "Funfair" will be juz another "Unfair"..Geez,Wat a life....



Past is past,Future is way too far,Present is Nuff' Said..So, wat i need now is a 'gud, healthy water' to refresh my mind again *winks*...

Hectic Schedule In A Day Of My Life!!!LOL

*sigh* laz nyte,going out wif my fwen...but all that i can say is, IT WAS A PLAIN-JANE NYTE,it was totally bored..damn!!!I dunno why tho'..Maybe dey also not in the mood to chill out at dat tym,i guess..and all wat were doing is DRINK,TALK,TALK, AND TALK the whole nyte..Met a few kewl guys there but aaargghhhh!!!!!!!!Why there's no Oh Ji Ho's look alike hang out there also????Then,maybe my nyte wouldnt be so damn boring!!!Hahaha *winks*.....Plus,i was kinda tired and sleepy because i juz came back home dat evening,at 6.15 pm i guess,from shopping wif my other friends and have to get ready before 7.30 pm(for the plain-jane nyte) *pheww*..

Gurls Juz Wanna Have Fun

Tonite, im supposed to go out wif my fwen but the plan was postponed because 'one of us' still in KK(dun know tho' wat he's actually doing there)..OK,so the 'postponed day' will be tomorrow,but i was kinda didnt have the heart to go out wif dem neither todae nor tomorrow..THE REASONS=WORRIED DAT I'LL BUMP INTO 'SOMEONE' AGAIN..But, i guess i'll juz go lar,coz compared to juz stay at home,going out is better,i guess,hope so...Besides,gurls juz wanna have fun,who knows maybe,diz tym i'll not bump into dat 'someone', but instead i'll bump into Oh Ji Ho's look-alike *giggles*..hahaha...My latest obsession,ma man...Oh Ji Ho is sooo hot,hawt n haute!!!And not forgetting,when he's smile and dat dimple show up,Man!!!He's hot!!!!He's really got the smile that can set off a thousand fireworks and ur heart will melt definitely, juz like the iceberg on Ice Age 2(another cute film, *cough*,i mean cartoons,but hey,itz in 3D,hun!!!And it duznt mean only those 'underage' can watch it,me n those 'overage' also can mah!!!!*wink*..hehe)





Thinkin' how crazy i was????NO,NOT,NEVER...LOL *cough*....Im still on my sane state,dun worry guys!!!!Blame it on Oh Ji Ho's hot smiles!!

Smart In A Stupid Way

I bet all of u guys, including me of coz *cough*, LOL,try to be smart but end up in a stupid way, dat we aware we will regret later *sigh*...Well,datz life and it was an honour to spell it C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D *thumbs down* BOOOOHOOO!!!!Nuff' said!!!Talkin' bout life is kinda drivin' me crazy!!!Haha..
Yesterdae,me went '2 da club' OFFICIALLY!!!Gosh!!!Im so excited!!! *giggles*..Ok,if my friends found out about diz(sorta 'my confession'),dey gonna laugh at me,WHY????Because dey wouldnt believe dat day was MY FIRST TIME,dey would say "Babe,U kidding me,rite???Dun tell me,sumone lyk u never -enter- a place lyk diz before???!!!"..Well,appearance can be deceiving ya know,people who didnt really know me,would say dat im the type of those 'clubbing gurl' *am i? am i?*...But back to 4 years ago,i know for sure people will definitely say "ohhh,she's so naive and innocent,so,she wouldnt do stuff lyk dat,she didnt have the guts!!!",den dey smirk and walk away...But dat was the typically 'ONCE UPON A TYM...' storyline, i bet everyone have those moment..So, the phrases 'dun judge a book by its cover' is worth to 'keep in your wallet', LOL..
But,back to the point,nightlife is FUN,FUN,FUN!!Itz lyk a playground for us but SAY NO to UNDERAGE,plz!!!!
Ok,laz week,i've met C Menyampah again,two times,yerrrrrr!!!!Is diz fate???If yes,den 'Dear fate,plz plz plz,have mercy on me,plz dont arrange me to bump into the persons dat i didnt wish 2 meet again,coz dey remind me of those feelings(hurt,regret,hate,been backstabbed)' *shooting stars*....

Appearances Often Lie

Aaaargghhhh!!!!!Im dead!!!!!!Im dead!!!!!I told the 'same story', the 'same lie' to 'another person' todae,AGAIN..I repeat=AGAIN!!!!OK,actually diz lie,ya maybe y'all called it a 'lie',but in my case,i called it a 'white lie',diz is how the story begin,my oh-u're-so-dead-story..
Once upon a time, i made up diz story(SECRET but not so SECRET i guess),diz excuses a.k.a reasons dat actually hasnt been confirmed yet(ya, i know diz sounds complicated n u mite say 'damn,what da hell do she's talkin about???!!! My answer : U'll never understand diz story, unless U ARE ME,or U ARE ONE OF THE PERSONS DAT I LIED TO,nuff' said hun)..My 'intention' is juz to telling diz 'white lie' to diz certain people, but as i hate to admit it,im telling it to almost everyone dat i know(itz not like because im having pleasure watching dem trust every single word dat come from my mouth,but itz because dey ask me n all i have is 'the white lie',n datz what i give 2 dem,trust me,im not dat mean,i didnt have another choice,walk in my shoes 4 a day,no, try 4 an hour,u'll understand ME)...And now, im afraid dat i will 'get caught red handed' telling the lies *sigh*..Im dead!!!!Im really screwed up..U mite say dat im selfish or hypocrite or watever u want to label me, but I JUZ HAVE TO DO DIZ,I HAVE TO,2 SURVIVED IN DIZ CRUEL WORLD........