Should I Or Should Not???!!!!

Itz June oredy,okay,lets count will ya *finger counting*...Alrity den,so itz been 5 days since i laz blogging..hehe..Gosh,not even one week had passed but itz feel like weeks since i laz blogging a.k.a telling crap *silly me* *giggles*...Well,not much had happened tho' diz few days..Me suddenly missed all those dramas(dat i want 2 avoid)..haha,look like NO DRAMAS=BOREDOM...
But now, im hella confused whether "Should I OR Should Not???!!!"..I juz HATE HATE HATE making decision coz im really not good at it..Ya,i know im a coward,im a chicken!!!U can called me dat,i wont blame u..But i learnt from experienced and most of dem is a bad one and datz why IM OWEZ TRYING HARDER TO NOT FALL INTO THE HAND OF THE STEWWFYYDD FATE A.K.A MR.WRONG DECISIONS....Even one simple decisions,i have to take a few days to make up my mind(if i 'have a few days') and if i dun 'have a few days'?????Gud question..My answer is, i'll chose 'the nice-sounded-decision'(tot dat was the safest,huh?!) and if it coz me no-gud,i will whether RUNAWAY from MR PROBLEMO or REGRET 4 My whole life(which means,im gonna blame maself again n again n again)..Aaaaargghhhh!!!!!!!!!!Sumone save me,before i turned into Miss Crazeee!!!! *sigh*..I guess wat supposed 2 be "Funfair" will be juz another "Unfair"..Geez,Wat a life....



Past is past,Future is way too far,Present is Nuff' Said..So, wat i need now is a 'gud, healthy water' to refresh my mind again *winks*...

Shopaholic Rehab!!!!Plz Let Me In!!!!!!!!!!!

Todae,im super duper EXCITED!!!know why???!!COZ I JUZ RECEIVED THE PARCELS DIZ AFTERNOON, but not all of it tho'..but yeah, as long as i received half of it, it worths half of the desperately waiting time,LOL...and GOSh,i didnt realize it until i received the parcel dat all the stuff was black, but i dun care,coz i know other way to make the 'gloom look' turn to a 'head-turner look'..;p....But wat worst is,i cannot stop to browse and do the online shopping again,itz like i was addicted to diz habit, ya, my latest bad habit..OMG,i really need to find a gud rehab for shopaholics..Gosh,seeing all the colourful and stylish dresses,tops,cardigans and other fashionista stuff is making me crazy n i was lyk 'awwww,datz cute,i gotta have dat' or 'i want to buy diz one' or maybe 'diz one is hot,hawt n haute'..haha,silly me, but of coz wifout ENOUGH CASH in hand, i couldnt get dat stuff, so it basically about money,itz all about money,no money no talk,no money u cant enjoy..haha,calling me the materialistic chic???well,i cannot blame u all tho', beside i'll admit it---YES I AM---...OK,enuff wif dat..My super duper excited feeling was 'sabotage' by diz one guy juz now n i called him 'C MENYAMPAH' but he didnt know about it(of coz),only me,my sista n my cuzzies know whose the one dat im talking about..Damm!!!I was happy bcoz the 'arrival' of my parcels plus i meet up wif my fwen whose juz going back to diz hometown for a one month holiday till we met him n it was lyk BOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!!!A third world war juz happen, but only in my thoughts of coz..He's so annoying(he's one of the backstabbers) and congratulation to him---he's still the same person,not more not less,still the annoying one---HEY!!!Itz olredy 2 years passed mah,u supposed 2 changed to a better person now but instead u still act childish,so lame,wat a shame..But watever,MAY GOD BLESS U dear!!!!!