Appearances Often Lie

Aaaargghhhh!!!!!Im dead!!!!!!Im dead!!!!!I told the 'same story', the 'same lie' to 'another person' todae,AGAIN..I repeat=AGAIN!!!!OK,actually diz lie,ya maybe y'all called it a 'lie',but in my case,i called it a 'white lie',diz is how the story begin,my oh-u're-so-dead-story..
Once upon a time, i made up diz story(SECRET but not so SECRET i guess),diz excuses a.k.a reasons dat actually hasnt been confirmed yet(ya, i know diz sounds complicated n u mite say 'damn,what da hell do she's talkin about???!!! My answer : U'll never understand diz story, unless U ARE ME,or U ARE ONE OF THE PERSONS DAT I LIED TO,nuff' said hun)..My 'intention' is juz to telling diz 'white lie' to diz certain people, but as i hate to admit it,im telling it to almost everyone dat i know(itz not like because im having pleasure watching dem trust every single word dat come from my mouth,but itz because dey ask me n all i have is 'the white lie',n datz what i give 2 dem,trust me,im not dat mean,i didnt have another choice,walk in my shoes 4 a day,no, try 4 an hour,u'll understand ME)...And now, im afraid dat i will 'get caught red handed' telling the lies *sigh*..Im dead!!!!Im really screwed up..U mite say dat im selfish or hypocrite or watever u want to label me, but I JUZ HAVE TO DO DIZ,I HAVE TO,2 SURVIVED IN DIZ CRUEL WORLD........