OMG!!!!

OMG!!!!OMG!!!!I really cant believe wat i saw n heard juz now..What seems normal from the outside is not the REAL TRUTH..Now i know,dat the truth is really out there,if u r meant to found it,u'll actually found it at the rite time...Some people trying harder to find the truth and will do anything to succeed,but if itz not meant to be,den it wouldnt happen,the truth will be kept SECRET,away,far away from u...Todae,yeap,rite now,i was shocked after bump into my ex-clasmate's blogs..Well,at first,my 'shocked' was about ---haha,my old friend,my old clasmates,found her at laz,here at blogger---..but den,my 'shocked' turned into 'an unbelievable shocked' after reading all her posts..Man,she's different now..really really different..not physically but mentally and morality..I wont say tho' wat is really "THE TRUTH" dat i juz found out..I didnt have intention to spread "THE TRUTH" and i hope i'll never spread it,ever..But hey,im juz a human,a gurl who talks 2 much n i dunno til' when i can keep "THE TRUTH" to maself..Juz now pun,im oredy tot,who is the first person dat im gonna tell,will it gonna be our ex-clasmates also????But den i tot again,how am i supposed 2 say it???Should i juz say 'Hey guys!!!U know wat,she's a........... now!!!!!'
But again,im not dat mean,and i cant imagine tho' wat will their react to "THE TRUTH" coz dey are her best friend while im juz her friend..Sure,dey will feel 'bigger impact' compared to me..No wonder, before diz,while hang out wif my friends(including her ex-boifren,lets juz called him Z,ok the name sounds too typical n plain *change*,alrity den,let juz called him Mike)..Mike was talkin' and talkin but when her ex-gurlfren's name was mentioned,he suddenly stop talking and his expression was lyk -empty-..At dat tym,im not sure why was his expression is lyk dat,but now,i know the answer oredy..Looks like,only him n me dat know "THE TRUTH", for now..
Poor she...In luv but in a wrong way!!!Datz why, diz famous luv's belief do exist,rite???!!!
Coz when u're in luv,there's no such things as right and wrong,and if it does,u wouldnt give a damn care about it tho'...But in diz case,'her case' actually,is different,she's so much better than everyone,she's got everything n amongst of us,she was considered the lucky ones(Itz all about MONEY MONEY MONEY,dear!!!), but she chose the wrong way..I wonder if her family know bout it oredy...

Should I Or Should Not???!!!!

Itz June oredy,okay,lets count will ya *finger counting*...Alrity den,so itz been 5 days since i laz blogging..hehe..Gosh,not even one week had passed but itz feel like weeks since i laz blogging a.k.a telling crap *silly me* *giggles*...Well,not much had happened tho' diz few days..Me suddenly missed all those dramas(dat i want 2 avoid)..haha,look like NO DRAMAS=BOREDOM...
But now, im hella confused whether "Should I OR Should Not???!!!"..I juz HATE HATE HATE making decision coz im really not good at it..Ya,i know im a coward,im a chicken!!!U can called me dat,i wont blame u..But i learnt from experienced and most of dem is a bad one and datz why IM OWEZ TRYING HARDER TO NOT FALL INTO THE HAND OF THE STEWWFYYDD FATE A.K.A MR.WRONG DECISIONS....Even one simple decisions,i have to take a few days to make up my mind(if i 'have a few days') and if i dun 'have a few days'?????Gud question..My answer is, i'll chose 'the nice-sounded-decision'(tot dat was the safest,huh?!) and if it coz me no-gud,i will whether RUNAWAY from MR PROBLEMO or REGRET 4 My whole life(which means,im gonna blame maself again n again n again)..Aaaaargghhhh!!!!!!!!!!Sumone save me,before i turned into Miss Crazeee!!!! *sigh*..I guess wat supposed 2 be "Funfair" will be juz another "Unfair"..Geez,Wat a life....



Past is past,Future is way too far,Present is Nuff' Said..So, wat i need now is a 'gud, healthy water' to refresh my mind again *winks*...

Hectic Schedule In A Day Of My Life!!!LOL

*sigh* laz nyte,going out wif my fwen...but all that i can say is, IT WAS A PLAIN-JANE NYTE,it was totally bored..damn!!!I dunno why tho'..Maybe dey also not in the mood to chill out at dat tym,i guess..and all wat were doing is DRINK,TALK,TALK, AND TALK the whole nyte..Met a few kewl guys there but aaargghhhh!!!!!!!!Why there's no Oh Ji Ho's look alike hang out there also????Then,maybe my nyte wouldnt be so damn boring!!!Hahaha *winks*.....Plus,i was kinda tired and sleepy because i juz came back home dat evening,at 6.15 pm i guess,from shopping wif my other friends and have to get ready before 7.30 pm(for the plain-jane nyte) *pheww*..

Gurls Juz Wanna Have Fun

Tonite, im supposed to go out wif my fwen but the plan was postponed because 'one of us' still in KK(dun know tho' wat he's actually doing there)..OK,so the 'postponed day' will be tomorrow,but i was kinda didnt have the heart to go out wif dem neither todae nor tomorrow..THE REASONS=WORRIED DAT I'LL BUMP INTO 'SOMEONE' AGAIN..But, i guess i'll juz go lar,coz compared to juz stay at home,going out is better,i guess,hope so...Besides,gurls juz wanna have fun,who knows maybe,diz tym i'll not bump into dat 'someone', but instead i'll bump into Oh Ji Ho's look-alike *giggles*..hahaha...My latest obsession,ma man...Oh Ji Ho is sooo hot,hawt n haute!!!And not forgetting,when he's smile and dat dimple show up,Man!!!He's hot!!!!He's really got the smile that can set off a thousand fireworks and ur heart will melt definitely, juz like the iceberg on Ice Age 2(another cute film, *cough*,i mean cartoons,but hey,itz in 3D,hun!!!And it duznt mean only those 'underage' can watch it,me n those 'overage' also can mah!!!!*wink*..hehe)





Thinkin' how crazy i was????NO,NOT,NEVER...LOL *cough*....Im still on my sane state,dun worry guys!!!!Blame it on Oh Ji Ho's hot smiles!!

Smart In A Stupid Way

I bet all of u guys, including me of coz *cough*, LOL,try to be smart but end up in a stupid way, dat we aware we will regret later *sigh*...Well,datz life and it was an honour to spell it C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D *thumbs down* BOOOOHOOO!!!!Nuff' said!!!Talkin' bout life is kinda drivin' me crazy!!!Haha..
Yesterdae,me went '2 da club' OFFICIALLY!!!Gosh!!!Im so excited!!! *giggles*..Ok,if my friends found out about diz(sorta 'my confession'),dey gonna laugh at me,WHY????Because dey wouldnt believe dat day was MY FIRST TIME,dey would say "Babe,U kidding me,rite???Dun tell me,sumone lyk u never -enter- a place lyk diz before???!!!"..Well,appearance can be deceiving ya know,people who didnt really know me,would say dat im the type of those 'clubbing gurl' *am i? am i?*...But back to 4 years ago,i know for sure people will definitely say "ohhh,she's so naive and innocent,so,she wouldnt do stuff lyk dat,she didnt have the guts!!!",den dey smirk and walk away...But dat was the typically 'ONCE UPON A TYM...' storyline, i bet everyone have those moment..So, the phrases 'dun judge a book by its cover' is worth to 'keep in your wallet', LOL..
But,back to the point,nightlife is FUN,FUN,FUN!!Itz lyk a playground for us but SAY NO to UNDERAGE,plz!!!!
Ok,laz week,i've met C Menyampah again,two times,yerrrrrr!!!!Is diz fate???If yes,den 'Dear fate,plz plz plz,have mercy on me,plz dont arrange me to bump into the persons dat i didnt wish 2 meet again,coz dey remind me of those feelings(hurt,regret,hate,been backstabbed)' *shooting stars*....