Gurls Juz Wanna Have Fun

Tonite, im supposed to go out wif my fwen but the plan was postponed because 'one of us' still in KK(dun know tho' wat he's actually doing there)..OK,so the 'postponed day' will be tomorrow,but i was kinda didnt have the heart to go out wif dem neither todae nor tomorrow..THE REASONS=WORRIED DAT I'LL BUMP INTO 'SOMEONE' AGAIN..But, i guess i'll juz go lar,coz compared to juz stay at home,going out is better,i guess,hope so...Besides,gurls juz wanna have fun,who knows maybe,diz tym i'll not bump into dat 'someone', but instead i'll bump into Oh Ji Ho's look-alike *giggles*..hahaha...My latest obsession,ma man...Oh Ji Ho is sooo hot,hawt n haute!!!And not forgetting,when he's smile and dat dimple show up,Man!!!He's hot!!!!He's really got the smile that can set off a thousand fireworks and ur heart will melt definitely, juz like the iceberg on Ice Age 2(another cute film, *cough*,i mean cartoons,but hey,itz in 3D,hun!!!And it duznt mean only those 'underage' can watch it,me n those 'overage' also can mah!!!!*wink*..hehe)





Thinkin' how crazy i was????NO,NOT,NEVER...LOL *cough*....Im still on my sane state,dun worry guys!!!!Blame it on Oh Ji Ho's hot smiles!!

Smart In A Stupid Way

I bet all of u guys, including me of coz *cough*, LOL,try to be smart but end up in a stupid way, dat we aware we will regret later *sigh*...Well,datz life and it was an honour to spell it C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D *thumbs down* BOOOOHOOO!!!!Nuff' said!!!Talkin' bout life is kinda drivin' me crazy!!!Haha..
Yesterdae,me went '2 da club' OFFICIALLY!!!Gosh!!!Im so excited!!! *giggles*..Ok,if my friends found out about diz(sorta 'my confession'),dey gonna laugh at me,WHY????Because dey wouldnt believe dat day was MY FIRST TIME,dey would say "Babe,U kidding me,rite???Dun tell me,sumone lyk u never -enter- a place lyk diz before???!!!"..Well,appearance can be deceiving ya know,people who didnt really know me,would say dat im the type of those 'clubbing gurl' *am i? am i?*...But back to 4 years ago,i know for sure people will definitely say "ohhh,she's so naive and innocent,so,she wouldnt do stuff lyk dat,she didnt have the guts!!!",den dey smirk and walk away...But dat was the typically 'ONCE UPON A TYM...' storyline, i bet everyone have those moment..So, the phrases 'dun judge a book by its cover' is worth to 'keep in your wallet', LOL..
But,back to the point,nightlife is FUN,FUN,FUN!!Itz lyk a playground for us but SAY NO to UNDERAGE,plz!!!!
Ok,laz week,i've met C Menyampah again,two times,yerrrrrr!!!!Is diz fate???If yes,den 'Dear fate,plz plz plz,have mercy on me,plz dont arrange me to bump into the persons dat i didnt wish 2 meet again,coz dey remind me of those feelings(hurt,regret,hate,been backstabbed)' *shooting stars*....

Appearances Often Lie

Aaaargghhhh!!!!!Im dead!!!!!!Im dead!!!!!I told the 'same story', the 'same lie' to 'another person' todae,AGAIN..I repeat=AGAIN!!!!OK,actually diz lie,ya maybe y'all called it a 'lie',but in my case,i called it a 'white lie',diz is how the story begin,my oh-u're-so-dead-story..
Once upon a time, i made up diz story(SECRET but not so SECRET i guess),diz excuses a.k.a reasons dat actually hasnt been confirmed yet(ya, i know diz sounds complicated n u mite say 'damn,what da hell do she's talkin about???!!! My answer : U'll never understand diz story, unless U ARE ME,or U ARE ONE OF THE PERSONS DAT I LIED TO,nuff' said hun)..My 'intention' is juz to telling diz 'white lie' to diz certain people, but as i hate to admit it,im telling it to almost everyone dat i know(itz not like because im having pleasure watching dem trust every single word dat come from my mouth,but itz because dey ask me n all i have is 'the white lie',n datz what i give 2 dem,trust me,im not dat mean,i didnt have another choice,walk in my shoes 4 a day,no, try 4 an hour,u'll understand ME)...And now, im afraid dat i will 'get caught red handed' telling the lies *sigh*..Im dead!!!!Im really screwed up..U mite say dat im selfish or hypocrite or watever u want to label me, but I JUZ HAVE TO DO DIZ,I HAVE TO,2 SURVIVED IN DIZ CRUEL WORLD........

FORGIVE AND FORGET

Ya, talkin' bout diz forgive n forget thingy, eventho dey say 'juz forgive them',its really hard to do it *sigh*..And when dey say 'juz forget it,forget it all', diz is harder,really!!!Trust me!!! *big sigh*...And it'll getting harder and harder again when u tried to pretend that everything's okay,that nothing's happen..Life's getting more and more complicated now that i cant even understand it,until i 'bumped' into diz words from diz simple yet ordinary site(dat then give me something to think about, one of the precious lessons of life) :

" There's something greater than revenge, it is forgiveness". To forgive is HARD, but to forget is
IMPOSSIBLE. Somehow, we dont have to forget in order to forgive.Forgiving is a decision. The hurt may still be very much there. But forgive, and you will be freed from all anger and bitterness, be freed from the bound of hatred dat will only hurt u more (revenge will never do the healing, it is always forgiveness)After all, God has given His ALL to forgive us.

Ok, i guess im being Miss Philosophy again rite now :P..But,as a human being,diz is our way to survive dear,say HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!
But itz not over yet(i mean my 'philosophical's mood') Still got more to 'poured' here baybeh!!!Say WE WANT MORE!!!WE WANT MORE!!!...:

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don 't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42 . Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up!

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

-END-

Ok,now,where could i find another philosophical stuff lae????*talk 2 maself*

Blame It On Who,diz tym???!!!

Heiya, browsed the online shopping sites again n damn, the clothes were damn hot, damn cute n i told maself dat i must have at least half of it, but UNFORTUNATELY im damn broke rite now!!!! *sigh* N Diz was usually the times when i will tot 2 maself "if i was a rich gurl........" Haha,ya but dreams will owez be dreams,rite????Besides, its juz one of my I.M.A.G.I.N.A.T.I.O.N
Ya ya, watever...Yesterdae, went 2 shop for groceries wif my lil sista n guess wat???!!!I saw him!!!NO, NOT MY CRUSH[as if,haha..he's(another guy lae) not my crush anymore,long story,past is past,but very stupid and silly *giggles*] Ya,da one dat im talkin about is the guy dat i called C GETE a.k.a PERVERT, but i prefer 2 called him --->c Gete<---perfectly suits him better,LOL..Yucks,he's one of the group of peoples dat i want 2 avoid n wish will never exist in front of me again,but man,he does,unfortunately, datz fate i guess(blame it on the fate *thumbs down* BOOOOOO!!!!!)..And he was standing beside the escalator,talking wif diz guy(know diz one also,we're in the same school 2 years ago)..THanx god i saw dem first n i was lyk 'OMG OMG,he's there, c gete's there,yerrrrrrrrr,wat an unlucky days *sigh*'....So i dragged my lil sista to the junk foods section, moving faster, making sure im far away enuff,ehem i mean runaway from him n his 'dangerous eyes' also(before 'they' spotted me there)haha, and the previously Miss Glam me, whose juz enter the front entrance perfectly gracefully,did the runway walks(Ceh!!!!LOL) turned into Miss I-DUN-CARE-WAT-DA-HELL-IM-LOOKed-LIKE-ANYMORE,cancel the runway, proceed 2 the running away.....N my lil sista was lyk "weyyy,sot2 bha ko diz, bikin malu jak"..N me was lyk juz looked at her, wif the tot "wor,okay"(still bingung2 lae diz) but still running away..
Ya,luckily MY SACRIFICED(runway turned 2 running away *giggles*) worths it..Wat a really lil hometown i lived now, no doubt it was lyk u've got 97.99% i say, dat u'll bump into persons dat u know(schoolmate,ex-schoolmate,childhood fwens,CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH,ex-boyfwen)then,lucky u!!!HAHA,but worst is when u bump into the persons dat u didnt wish 2 meet again,then, datz VERY UNLUCKY *touch da wood*..but no matter wat it'll still be my dear hometown,my home sweet home(of coz im not gonna tell u where it is coz datz mean i juz free-free give y'all another clue of who i am larr,haha,na'ah,sorry guys!!!!)