IM So Pissed Off!!!!!!!!!!!S.O.S

Damm!!!!Why do they always push me to do something that i didnt like,just for the sake that they didnt have enough money???!!!Hel-lo?????That types of reason is too stupid for me..They're always like 'Hunny,lets just wait for another one year,wait after ur sista finished her study,only then we'll have enough money' or 'U cant enter that school,its not the good one for u,how bout this one???(yeah,trying to make me changed my mind to enter this stupid sux cheap school instead!!!!)'...And it isnt about cheap or expensive school nor i only want to enter to an expensive one,i want to enter that school coz thats what my dream about,thats where my future hold,my passion,but they just didnt want to understand it....Im really tired with their conservative way of thinking..Dont say that im being rude or not try to appreciated things around me,coz i've been through this stages too many times before and everytime im learnt how to trust them back from the beginning,they will keep betraying me---->Thats it,i've had enough already<-----...Its really unfair..Trust me,im telling u the truth here,my sista got bad results on her examination,but they give she's the opportunity(the one that i've been waiting for)rather than me whose got good results compared to her..ya,watever!!!Why do they dont give my sista the same stupid reasons that they always told me and not allowed her to enter that school instead???!!!....aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh(sigh)..IM SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!!!!