C'est La Vie

Augustana

2008-07-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

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Other than Switchfoot,Dashboard Confessionals,Secondhand Serenade,Jimmy Eat World,All American Rejects,Matchbox Romance,Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,currently im into diz group: Augustana,a band from San Diego,California..Man,their music was awesome!!!And this song,titled Boston was one of my fav!!!Check it out!!!

Ladies Best Friend

2008-07-07T10:35:00.003+08:00

Ok ladies,if dog was man's best friend,well for us ladies,BEHOLD everyone:its J.E.A.N.S baybeh!!!!*xoxo*...Eventho' fashion changes every single time faster than Lindsay Lohan's hair colour,but jeans never fade through time..Instead, we can even see those 'denim shoes' :

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And even a denim bags:

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OMG!!!OMG!!!That's hot!!!haha...Then here comes diz all along:Varieties of Jeans(WELCOME TO HEAVEN OF JEANS!!!)

Skinny jeans!!!My most fav!!!*heart*(image source:MyStyle)

Straight leg jeans!!!My 2nd fav!!!(image source:NeimanMarcus)

High waisted jeans!!!NO NO NO for me!!!!(image source:fashionforbreakfast)

Wide legged jeans!!!Once again,im not a fan of diz pieces also!!!

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BEHOLD:Colourful Skinny Jeans!!!I *heart* em' all!!!(image source:thelipster)

Here I Go Again

2008-06-27T18:05:00.004+08:00

Wat a bad unlucky Fridae!!!!Im so pissed off rite now!!!Man,can diz shyt things dat keep happening to me,ended?????!!!Why me???Why me????Stupid punya kedai!!!!We'll see bha,i wish dea punya kedai nda laku and bankrupt cepat2..Haha,rasa'in lho!!!!So wat if her shop was big and look a lil bit glamour????Really2 got no manners punya orang!!!And damn,the biatch yg me nda ngam pun kerja sana!!!And i was lyk: 'H.A.H.A wat a small world!!!'...

Luv At First Sight

2008-06-23T16:01:00.007+08:00

First,i want to admit dat im a Polyvore-holic!!!Haha,itz lyk a 'drug' but it wasnt juz an ordinary 'drug',it was a 'Superb Drug',well datz wat i called it, a.k.a Polyvore,of coz *giggles*..Ok,since the dae i met,ehem *cough*,behold:Mr Superb Drug,LOL,me terus fall in luv diz,before diz,i never believed the old saying --love at first sight--..But now,i know it was true!!!Well,juz in diz polyvore thingy lar,but if were gonna talk about love relationship,im still not believe in --love at first sight---..;p

Reasons i fall in luv at first sight wif Mr Superb Drug a.k.a Polyvore:

It'll owez fulfill my shopping list fantasy,i mean u can even 'buy' all those luxury branded,such as Gucci's,Balenciaga's,Top Shop's,Chanelle's,Prada's,and sooooo much more wifout even PAY for it,itz free hun!!!!!
I can show off *winks* my styles,i know everybody does,well who wasnt,rite???

And,juz now i was playing with Polyvore and create a set on wat im gonna wear for diz xmas,yeap,dun be surprised tho' if it was too simple or too casual,coz dat was wat im planning for xmas diz year: SIMPLICITY...and JIMAT CERMAT as the fuel prices naik lagi lorr *sigh*...Hehe,but wat matter is 'How U wear it' NOT 'What U wear'..An outfit cost RM 50 can look RM 200,if the wearer know how to wear it and same goes to an outfit cost RM 200 can look RM 50,if the wearer is a 'fashion-blind' a.k.a 'fashion victim'..No offence,but i often saw those people dat trying so hard wif fashion but end up looking like a granny,monster or even look like a xmas tree...
Okay okay,and diz is the set dat i juz created,and for more,u can juz visit my Polyvore's site,by clicking the Polyvore's badge on my side bar!!!CLICK CLICK CLICK!!!

If u have any comments,juz drop some,i promise i wont bite U,hehe...

I Heart Shopping

2008-06-23T11:58:00.007+08:00

Ok,i've been busy lately and forgot to do my 'bla-bla-ing' here,but no worry, coz im back now!!!Yippee!!!The crazy-loud gurl is back!!!Beware u people!!!LOL..And she's going to 'create more sarcastic stories 4 u' *giggles*..
But to tell u the truth,wat 'type of busy' im in,as i mentioned before,wasnt involve something lyk job's thingy or watever related to WORK WORK WORK(wait a minute,isnt dat the same,job n work???!!! *giggles*,silly me),but it was somethings dat i called VACATION,more to "MENTALLY AND SPIRITUALLY VACATION"..Yeap,if u realised,and have read my laz post before,when im being all emo,lost hope and heart broken,i then decided and told maself 'Hey U!!!Take a break,will ya!!!I know there's so much dat u've been thru all of diz tym,but diz is life,no matter how hard u tried to avoid all diz shyt stuff,it'll owez come to U,and from it u will learnt something and datz wat make u stronger..U have the right to cry or to worried,but NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!'

Haha,ok,nuff' said..While im on my MENTALLY AND SPIRITUALLY VACATION, to pujuk my 'emo-mind' *giggles*,i tried to think something else, i mean not the -suicide or cut the wrist thingy- as wat the REAL EMO's hobbies are,no offence tho' *winks*,im thinking about MY XMAS LIST instead,haha,the whole budget:wat im gonna buy,wat im gonna wear,where im gonna buy all those stuff,wat colour is my theme for diz year n bla bla bla..Well,wat more can i say,girls will owez be girls..Hold on!!!Ok,i know u guys was laughing at me and still laugh,rite??thinking,how crazy is diz gurl and wat harm can she cause..Dun worry,im still on my sane state,hehe..Itz juz dat im over excited,i repeat,o.v.e.r. e.x.c.i.t.e.d----when it comes to shopping and XMAS!!!!!I heart shopping!! I heart xmas!!!!And yeah,u guys also better organised ur xmas list NOW!!A.S.A.P!!!Coz u never wanna do the laz minute shopping,where u'll saw crowds a.k.a shoppers dat u have to fight wif,over diz gorgeous dresses dat caught ur and their's eyes..And wat happen next???!!!U'll have to say bye-bye to Miss Gorgeous Dress!!!!

Ok,im gonna put my own xmas and new year's countdown beside the bed now *winks*...Come on guys!!Five or six months left before the GRAND DAY arrived,besides itz ok wat,Xmas spirit,y'all!!!

Beautiful Mess Inside

2008-06-16T12:25:00.007+08:00

Is diz so-called update???The bla-bla-ing dat im gonna poured out here???!!!I dunno,everything seems pointless and im feeling numb rite now..Have u ever been felt dat everything is too far, far away for ur reach,datz not even one thing u wish,u hope to happen,do come true???I used to make fun of those emos,tot dey were silly wif their 'so so emotionally' feelings over something dat we so-called L.I.F.E..But here i am,being all emos for the same reasons..
Talking how unfair diz world were,well,it is and will owez be...There's a day when i felt such a strong,tough gal,dat will and owez can overcome the obstacles in front of me and at the end of the day,i would scream my victory,but there's many days,many times dat i would felt how idiot i am,wat a failure i am,how silly i was to fight for wat i believe was the right thing,all by maself..
Im tired and i really2 mean it..Im tired wif everyone,those around me,im tired wif everything..I hate to admit diz,but im sick to pretend datz nothing happen,im sick to pretend dat 'it'll be ok', 'it'll all get better in time'..I hate to do those things but i juz have to..I've been trying to stop pretending all diz tym,but i cant,and itz like a disease i cannot cured..Past is past, and it hurt me so much but yet im still living in it..I tried to run away many times,but i'll end up keep coming back to the past after half-way..Dun tell me dat your life isnt about pretending too coz u might not realised about it dat urs actually is all or half about PRETENDING also..Take a deep breath and u will see and understand wat im talking about...
To take care of other people's feelings,we would lie and not tell dem the truth..To proved to everyone dat there's no need to worry about,we decided to kept all the worries to ourselves instead..To showed everyone dat u're a strong,tough gal,u'll owez smile and laugh and wouldnt ever show ur tears in front of dem...Im dat type of person,itz not easy for me to show my feelings in front of those people and i never trust dem coz i never dare to...
Call me silly,call me stupid,call me stubborn????Go on, im used to called maself dat since i learnt wat life is...If only i can be free,like those eagles,fly to the sky,peacefully...

Song of the day

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

Attention!!!Watch Out Ur Drinks!!!

2008-06-07T11:05:00.005+08:00

I've been you-tubing and bump into diz video,a gud guides for us,the ladies!!!The world now,is not safety as it seems and there are many people wif wrong intentions 'crawling,creeping,hunting itz prey' out there *goosebumps*...Diz video shows how does it take for 'those bad persons' to 'manipulate' ur drinks..Careful gals!!!Diz could happen anywhere,anytime,whether at a dinner table,a party or ur gals nyte out at a nyteclub...Eventho' u have ur friends to watch out ur drinks while u left,it wouldnt be 100% safety i say, coz they're out to have fun too,not to babysit ur drinks,so dey might not really 'take a gud care of it'...

So ladies,no matter 'how bored it was,to click the play button,watching it over again n again', remind urself diz: Itz for ur own gud,all the bad person out there can be very,very tricky..

Attention Dear Fashionista!!!!

2008-06-04T11:07:00.003+08:00

Dior or in itz full name "Christian Dior" had juz released their first ever LUXURY mobile phone,dat we oredy aware will cost thousand dollars!!!!I guess it was only made specially to those Rich N Famous or maybe juz RICH(as long as dey have enough money,of coz),LOL...My comments about d phone,only in 3 words---hot,hawt n haute---
Ok,The Christian Dior phone comes in a clamshell form..ya ya,i know,i'll put the *gorgeous* phone's picture here too,but i juz cant help but to bla-bla-ing about the details,haha..Oh dear,and after several google-ing,i found out dat the phone prices will be sumwhere between $3,500 and $5,000(2,230 and 3,190 euros)..Alert!!!Alert!!!OMG!!!Can u imagine dat big NUMBER???And imagine the prices again,but diz tym in Malaysian Currency????*open big mouth*,pheww!!!!Expensive but Worth=Insanity..Dat watz happen when were talkin' bout labels and fashions!!!!

OMG!!!!

2008-06-03T11:05:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!!OMG!!!!I really cant believe wat i saw n heard juz now..What seems normal from the outside is not the REAL TRUTH..Now i know,dat the truth is really out there,if u r meant to found it,u'll actually found it at the rite time...Some people trying harder to find the truth and will do anything to succeed,but if itz not meant to be,den it wouldnt happen,the truth will be kept SECRET,away,far away from u...Todae,yeap,rite now,i was shocked after bump into my ex-clasmate's blogs..Well,at first,my 'shocked' was about ---haha,my old friend,my old clasmates,found her at laz,here at blogger---..but den,my 'shocked' turned into 'an unbelievable shocked' after reading all her posts..Man,she's different now..really really different..not physically but mentally and morality..I wont say tho' wat is really "THE TRUTH" dat i juz found out..I didnt have intention to spread "THE TRUTH" and i hope i'll never spread it,ever..But hey,im juz a human,a gurl who talks 2 much n i dunno til' when i can keep "THE TRUTH" to maself..Juz now pun,im oredy tot,who is the first person dat im gonna tell,will it gonna be our ex-clasmates also????But den i tot again,how am i supposed 2 say it???Should i juz say 'Hey guys!!!U know wat,she's a........... now!!!!!'
But again,im not dat mean,and i cant imagine tho' wat will their react to "THE TRUTH" coz dey are her best friend while im juz her friend..Sure,dey will feel 'bigger impact' compared to me..No wonder, before diz,while hang out wif my friends(including her ex-boifren,lets juz called him Z,ok the name sounds too typical n plain *change*,alrity den,let juz called him Mike)..Mike was talkin' and talkin but when her ex-gurlfren's name was mentioned,he suddenly stop talking and his expression was lyk -empty-..At dat tym,im not sure why was his expression is lyk dat,but now,i know the answer oredy..Looks like,only him n me dat know "THE TRUTH", for now..
Poor she...In luv but in a wrong way!!!Datz why, diz famous luv's belief do exist,rite???!!!
Coz when u're in luv,there's no such things as right and wrong,and if it does,u wouldnt give a damn care about it tho'...But in diz case,'her case' actually,is different,she's so much better than everyone,she's got everything n amongst of us,she was considered the lucky ones(Itz all about MONEY MONEY MONEY,dear!!!), but she chose the wrong way..I wonder if her family know bout it oredy...

Should I Or Should Not???!!!!

2008-06-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

Itz June oredy,okay,lets count will ya *finger counting*...Alrity den,so itz been 5 days since i laz blogging..hehe..Gosh,not even one week had passed but itz feel like weeks since i laz blogging a.k.a telling crap *silly me* *giggles*...Well,not much had happened tho' diz few days..Me suddenly missed all those dramas(dat i want 2 avoid)..haha,look like NO DRAMAS=BOREDOM...
But now, im hella confused whether "Should I OR Should Not???!!!"..I juz HATE HATE HATE making decision coz im really not good at it..Ya,i know im a coward,im a chicken!!!U can called me dat,i wont blame u..But i learnt from experienced and most of dem is a bad one and datz why IM OWEZ TRYING HARDER TO NOT FALL INTO THE HAND OF THE STEWWFYYDD FATE A.K.A MR.WRONG DECISIONS....Even one simple decisions,i have to take a few days to make up my mind(if i 'have a few days') and if i dun 'have a few days'?????Gud question..My answer is, i'll chose 'the nice-sounded-decision'(tot dat was the safest,huh?!) and if it coz me no-gud,i will whether RUNAWAY from MR PROBLEMO or REGRET 4 My whole life(which means,im gonna blame maself again n again n again)..Aaaaargghhhh!!!!!!!!!!Sumone save me,before i turned into Miss Crazeee!!!! *sigh*..I guess wat supposed 2 be "Funfair" will be juz another "Unfair"..Geez,Wat a life....

Past is past,Future is way too far,Present is Nuff' Said..So, wat i need now is a 'gud, healthy water' to refresh my mind again *winks*...

Hectic Schedule In A Day Of My Life!!!LOL

2008-05-28T13:12:00.005+08:00

*sigh* laz nyte,going out wif my fwen...but all that i can say is, IT WAS A PLAIN-JANE NYTE,it was totally bored..damn!!!I dunno why tho'..Maybe dey also not in the mood to chill out at dat tym,i guess..and all wat were doing is DRINK,TALK,TALK, AND TALK the whole nyte..Met a few kewl guys there but aaargghhhh!!!!!!!!Why there's no Oh Ji Ho's look alike hang out there also????Then,maybe my nyte wouldnt be so damn boring!!!Hahaha *winks*.....Plus,i was kinda tired and sleepy because i juz came back home dat evening,at 6.15 pm i guess,from shopping wif my other friends and have to get ready before 7.30 pm(for the plain-jane nyte) *pheww*..

Gurls Juz Wanna Have Fun

2008-05-26T14:57:00.005+08:00

Tonite, im supposed to go out wif my fwen but the plan was postponed because 'one of us' still in KK(dun know tho' wat he's actually doing there)..OK,so the 'postponed day' will be tomorrow,but i was kinda didnt have the heart to go out wif dem neither todae nor tomorrow..THE REASONS=WORRIED DAT I'LL BUMP INTO 'SOMEONE' AGAIN..But, i guess i'll juz go lar,coz compared to juz stay at home,going out is better,i guess,hope so...Besides,gurls juz wanna have fun,who knows maybe,diz tym i'll not bump into dat 'someone', but instead i'll bump into Oh Ji Ho's look-alike *giggles*..hahaha...My latest obsession,ma man...Oh Ji Ho is sooo hot,hawt n haute!!!And not forgetting,when he's smile and dat dimple show up,Man!!!He's hot!!!!He's really got the smile that can set off a thousand fireworks and ur heart will melt definitely, juz like the iceberg on Ice Age 2(another cute film, *cough*,i mean cartoons,but hey,itz in 3D,hun!!!And it duznt mean only those 'underage' can watch it,me n those 'overage' also can mah!!!!*wink*..hehe)

Thinkin' how crazy i was????NO,NOT,NEVER...LOL *cough*....Im still on my sane state,dun worry guys!!!!Blame it on Oh Ji Ho's hot smiles!!

Smart In A Stupid Way

2008-05-24T20:24:00.004+08:00

I bet all of u guys, including me of coz *cough*, LOL,try to be smart but end up in a stupid way, dat we aware we will regret later *sigh*...Well,datz life and it was an honour to spell it C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D *thumbs down* BOOOOHOOO!!!!Nuff' said!!!Talkin' bout life is kinda drivin' me crazy!!!Haha..
Yesterdae,me went '2 da club' OFFICIALLY!!!Gosh!!!Im so excited!!! *giggles*..Ok,if my friends found out about diz(sorta 'my confession'),dey gonna laugh at me,WHY????Because dey wouldnt believe dat day was MY FIRST TIME,dey would say "Babe,U kidding me,rite???Dun tell me,sumone lyk u never -enter- a place lyk diz before???!!!"..Well,appearance can be deceiving ya know,people who didnt really know me,would say dat im the type of those 'clubbing gurl' *am i? am i?*...But back to 4 years ago,i know for sure people will definitely say "ohhh,she's so naive and innocent,so,she wouldnt do stuff lyk dat,she didnt have the guts!!!",den dey smirk and walk away...But dat was the typically 'ONCE UPON A TYM...' storyline, i bet everyone have those moment..So, the phrases 'dun judge a book by its cover' is worth to 'keep in your wallet', LOL..
But,back to the point,nightlife is FUN,FUN,FUN!!Itz lyk a playground for us but SAY NO to UNDERAGE,plz!!!!
Ok,laz week,i've met C Menyampah again,two times,yerrrrrr!!!!Is diz fate???If yes,den 'Dear fate,plz plz plz,have mercy on me,plz dont arrange me to bump into the persons dat i didnt wish 2 meet again,coz dey remind me of those feelings(hurt,regret,hate,been backstabbed)' *shooting stars*....

Appearances Often Lie

2008-05-16T20:21:00.005+08:00

Aaaargghhhh!!!!!Im dead!!!!!!Im dead!!!!!I told the 'same story', the 'same lie' to 'another person' todae,AGAIN..I repeat=AGAIN!!!!OK,actually diz lie,ya maybe y'all called it a 'lie',but in my case,i called it a 'white lie',diz is how the story begin,my oh-u're-so-dead-story..
Once upon a time, i made up diz story(SECRET but not so SECRET i guess),diz excuses a.k.a reasons dat actually hasnt been confirmed yet(ya, i know diz sounds complicated n u mite say 'damn,what da hell do she's talkin about???!!! My answer : U'll never understand diz story, unless U ARE ME,or U ARE ONE OF THE PERSONS DAT I LIED TO,nuff' said hun)..My 'intention' is juz to telling diz 'white lie' to diz certain people, but as i hate to admit it,im telling it to almost everyone dat i know(itz not like because im having pleasure watching dem trust every single word dat come from my mouth,but itz because dey ask me n all i have is 'the white lie',n datz what i give 2 dem,trust me,im not dat mean,i didnt have another choice,walk in my shoes 4 a day,no, try 4 an hour,u'll understand ME)...And now, im afraid dat i will 'get caught red handed' telling the lies *sigh*..Im dead!!!!Im really screwed up..U mite say dat im selfish or hypocrite or watever u want to label me, but I JUZ HAVE TO DO DIZ,I HAVE TO,2 SURVIVED IN DIZ CRUEL WORLD........

FORGIVE AND FORGET

2008-05-16T13:42:00.008+08:00

Ya, talkin' bout diz forgive n forget thingy, eventho dey say 'juz forgive them',its really hard to do it *sigh*..And when dey say 'juz forget it,forget it all', diz is harder,really!!!Trust me!!! *big sigh*...And it'll getting harder and harder again when u tried to pretend that everything's okay,that nothing's happen..Life's getting more and more complicated now that i cant even understand it,until i 'bumped' into diz words from diz simple yet ordinary site(dat then give me something to think about, one of the precious lessons of life) :

" There's something greater than revenge, it is forgiveness". To forgive is HARD, but to forget is
IMPOSSIBLE. Somehow, we dont have to forget in order to forgive.Forgiving is a decision. The hurt may still be very much there. But forgive, and you will be freed from all anger and bitterness, be freed from the bound of hatred dat will only hurt u more (revenge will never do the healing, it is always forgiveness)After all, God has given His ALL to forgive us.

Ok, i guess im being Miss Philosophy again rite now :P..But,as a human being,diz is our way to survive dear,say HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!
But itz not over yet(i mean my 'philosophical's mood') Still got more to 'poured' here baybeh!!!Say WE WANT MORE!!!WE WANT MORE!!!...:

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don 't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42 . Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up!

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

-END-

Ok,now,where could i find another philosophical stuff lae????*talk 2 maself*

Blame It On Who,diz tym???!!!

2008-05-14T11:15:00.004+08:00

Heiya, browsed the online shopping sites again n damn, the clothes were damn hot, damn cute n i told maself dat i must have at least half of it, but UNFORTUNATELY im damn broke rite now!!!! *sigh* N Diz was usually the times when i will tot 2 maself "if i was a rich gurl........" Haha,ya but dreams will owez be dreams,rite????Besides, its juz one of my I.M.A.G.I.N.A.T.I.O.N
Ya ya, watever...Yesterdae, went 2 shop for groceries wif my lil sista n guess wat???!!!I saw him!!!NO, NOT MY CRUSH[as if,haha..he's(another guy lae) not my crush anymore,long story,past is past,but very stupid and silly *giggles*] Ya,da one dat im talkin about is the guy dat i called C GETE a.k.a PERVERT, but i prefer 2 called him --->c Gete<---perfectly suits him better,LOL..Yucks,he's one of the group of peoples dat i want 2 avoid n wish will never exist in front of me again,but man,he does,unfortunately, datz fate i guess(blame it on the fate *thumbs down* BOOOOOO!!!!!)..And he was standing beside the escalator,talking wif diz guy(know diz one also,we're in the same school 2 years ago)..THanx god i saw dem first n i was lyk 'OMG OMG,he's there, c gete's there,yerrrrrrrrr,wat an unlucky days *sigh*'....So i dragged my lil sista to the junk foods section, moving faster, making sure im far away enuff,ehem i mean runaway from him n his 'dangerous eyes' also(before 'they' spotted me there)haha, and the previously Miss Glam me, whose juz enter the front entrance perfectly gracefully,did the runway walks(Ceh!!!!LOL) turned into Miss I-DUN-CARE-WAT-DA-HELL-IM-LOOKed-LIKE-ANYMORE,cancel the runway, proceed 2 the running away.....N my lil sista was lyk "weyyy,sot2 bha ko diz, bikin malu jak"..N me was lyk juz looked at her, wif the tot "wor,okay"(still bingung2 lae diz) but still running away..
Ya,luckily MY SACRIFICED(runway turned 2 running away *giggles*) worths it..Wat a really lil hometown i lived now, no doubt it was lyk u've got 97.99% i say, dat u'll bump into persons dat u know(schoolmate,ex-schoolmate,childhood fwens,CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH,ex-boyfwen)then,lucky u!!!HAHA,but worst is when u bump into the persons dat u didnt wish 2 meet again,then, datz VERY UNLUCKY *touch da wood*..but no matter wat it'll still be my dear hometown,my home sweet home(of coz im not gonna tell u where it is coz datz mean i juz free-free give y'all another clue of who i am larr,haha,na'ah,sorry guys!!!!)

We want More!!!Im a quiz-digger!!!

2008-05-13T10:40:00.004+08:00

Never tot my inner child was like diz,i guess 50-50 lar...

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Owez wondered wat kind of seducer i am all diz tym, i guess diz one is true,LOL,au natural baybeh!!!

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Am i a hottie????i dunno,haha,never tot about it before ;p,ok ok,i'll admit it,maybe sumtyms i did have a tot bout it but not in a really SERIOUS way,come on people,if i wanna know whether im a real hottie or not,no doubt i'll have to ask people around about it,rite???!!! But hell-no,datz just so CHEAP, juz imagined u goes up to diz stranger n ask him 'Hey u!!!Do u think im hot???Plz,answer me!!!!'..Haha,so damn funny wor if got lyk dat,wat a desperate chix!!!!So,moral of the story, DUN ASK JUZ WAIT 4 SUMONE 2 TOLD U SO!!!!;p
But really,diz words really caught my eyes--- ' You're the type of woman that men love to chase,
But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!'---...Haha,no wonder im still single but not available..Man,i never tot i was a difficult challenge 4 u guys out there!!!

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie...

Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act

You're the type of woman that men love to chase

But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

Do Men Find You a Challenge?

Like i say before,im in between, still got a long way 2 go baybeh!!!

You Are 57% Grown Up, 43% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.

You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Thanx god im not the shy chic,haha, i know it better,but itz ok wat,juz for fun and MAKING SURE..LOL

You Are 32% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.

You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

YA,sapot diz one..whats wrong wif being single???!!!U have freedom,'enuff air to breath',can hang out or flirt wif any guys,anytime u want!!!and the most important thing is ,no one will break ur heart!!!SAY NO TO RELATIONSHIP'S RESPONSIBILITY(damm,i hate diz one)Better wait 4 Mr.Right than 2 date wif the jackass!!!

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.

Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.

But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

100% true!!!

You Are Fairly Skeptical

You're not the type of person who will fall for anything...

But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities.

You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place.

However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation!

How Skeptical Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Reminds me of The Gossip Girl...

You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip

You love gossip - even when it's about you.

You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities.

In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop.

You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it!

Are You Addicted to Gossip?

Haha..so true!!!Definitely!!!

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in

While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on

A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave

And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirty Girl Are You?

So so true..DUn hate me!!!

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone.

You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Are You a Good Liar?

Itz Blogthings baybeh!!!!

2008-05-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

You Are 60% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.

You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.

Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.

Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

VITAMIN C!!!!!..;p

2008-05-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

HAHA,no im not talkin bout the vitamin supplement or any healthy tips, just in case if those came rite to ur mind after seeing dat title..Instead im talking bout the Vitamin C whose famous wif their graduation(friends 4ever) song..ya,the one dat remind u of ur school years(gosipping,pre-matured,mean girls,the 'it' group a.k.a the popular kids,the geeks,experiences n most importante---CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH---)haha,really miz my 'younger' years..but hey,dat doesnt mean im a married woman or an older lady now, im still the 'young n dangerous'(LOL) but definitely a grown up olredy(sumthings in between,told ya before,not a gurl not yet a woman),leaving my naive-innocente years behind..;p...
OK,back 2 the point,bout the VITAMIN C,im talkin bout their other songs titled SMILE,perfectly 4 our lives, i mean take it as a guide 2 live ur life a better way,juz read the lyrics and u'll understand..

Alright...
Alright...

First of all

When you wake up in the evening and the day is shot
Find yourself complaining 'bout the thing you ain't got
Never crossed just the way that you wanted it to
Cliche of the day, cest la vie that's just

[Chorus:]
Life, it ain't easy
It's so tough
It ain't easy
(Whatchu wanna do, say whatchu gonna do)
Put a smile on your face
Make the world a better place
Put a smile on your face
(Whatchu wanna do, say whatchu gonna do)
Put a smile on your face
Make the world a better place
Put a smile on your face
(Whatchu wanna do, say whatchu gonna do)

And another thing

You can say that I'm a dreamer and you think it's uncool
Preaching 'bout the better life I learned in school
But you get what you give in this life that we live
And all that you do come back to you

[Repeat Chorus]

Yo,
When things isn't right there's no need to fight
Come on be nice
No need to fight
Stay polite even when you're hurting don't forget to smile
Give love to (?)
When you do good you'll get your reward
United with undivided we fall
Put a smile on your face and greet one and all

[Repeat Chorus]

People love you when you smile
And hate you when it's through
Lots of happiness
We are wishing you
If you come from Jamaica or Honolulu, yeah
Keep a smile on your face
I'll see the good that you do

Smile (smile)
And everything will be fine..

The Video Clip

Moral Of The Story : No matter wat happens,bad or gud,like it or not, PUT A SMILE ON UR FACE!!!Even datz a fake one,LOL..YEAY!!!Make the world a better place!!Its easy hun,JUZ SMILE!!!!:)

And coz i juz luv luv luv diz song so much,im gonna put diz one also..

Shopaholic Rehab!!!!Plz Let Me In!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-09T19:55:00.003+08:00

Todae,im super duper EXCITED!!!know why???!!COZ I JUZ RECEIVED THE PARCELS DIZ AFTERNOON, but not all of it tho'..but yeah, as long as i received half of it, it worths half of the desperately waiting time,LOL...and GOSh,i didnt realize it until i received the parcel dat all the stuff was black, but i dun care,coz i know other way to make the 'gloom look' turn to a 'head-turner look'..;p....But wat worst is,i cannot stop to browse and do the online shopping again,itz like i was addicted to diz habit, ya, my latest bad habit..OMG,i really need to find a gud rehab for shopaholics..Gosh,seeing all the colourful and stylish dresses,tops,cardigans and other fashionista stuff is making me crazy n i was lyk 'awwww,datz cute,i gotta have dat' or 'i want to buy diz one' or maybe 'diz one is hot,hawt n haute'..haha,silly me, but of coz wifout ENOUGH CASH in hand, i couldnt get dat stuff, so it basically about money,itz all about money,no money no talk,no money u cant enjoy..haha,calling me the materialistic chic???well,i cannot blame u all tho', beside i'll admit it---YES I AM---...OK,enuff wif dat..My super duper excited feeling was 'sabotage' by diz one guy juz now n i called him 'C MENYAMPAH' but he didnt know about it(of coz),only me,my sista n my cuzzies know whose the one dat im talking about..Damm!!!I was happy bcoz the 'arrival' of my parcels plus i meet up wif my fwen whose juz going back to diz hometown for a one month holiday till we met him n it was lyk BOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!!!A third world war juz happen, but only in my thoughts of coz..He's so annoying(he's one of the backstabbers) and congratulation to him---he's still the same person,not more not less,still the annoying one---HEY!!!Itz olredy 2 years passed mah,u supposed 2 changed to a better person now but instead u still act childish,so lame,wat a shame..But watever,MAY GOD BLESS U dear!!!!!

Blame It On The Postman!!!!

2008-05-08T12:12:00.005+08:00

Yeerrrrrrrr!!!!!Stupid postman!!!!!!!!!!Why do dey delay my parcels????!!!Dammit!!!Dey called themselves 'POS LAJU',but wat-the-hell,dey really need to changed their name to 'POS LEMBAP' or 'POS LAMBAT'!!!!!!!!!..its oredy 4 days passes,but my parcels still havent sent to my doorsteps...so so bikin gerigitan wor wif our national pos service!!!!Dey only makan gaji buta,but didnt do their work betul2...Stupid services!!!Stupid postman!!!Dey pay u every end of the month to do ur job(SENT EVERY PARCEL WITHIN THE COMPANY PROMISING DELIVERY DAYS!!!)..ceh, i need that parcels a.s.ap thats why i used pos laju(ya,the name explained it all--L.A.J.U---)and everytime i heard mr.motorcycles pass my home,i'll cepat2 go out n take a look hoping that it was MR.POSTMAN,but den it isnt n i was like 'damm,i look stupid now'........if my parcel havent delivered yet on this week,i'll go BANG BANG and BOOM BOOM the post office rite away!!!!!!!!!

WAITING

2008-05-05T20:27:00.004+08:00

Aiya...the items hasnt arrived yet, and im desperately waiting here, counting the days, wishing the times would flying so fast til the day the Mr.Postman came and say 'Hey lady,look what i've got 4 u!!!',hahaha..So lame,anyway it'll never come true, its just my another stupid I.M.A.G.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.....Well,,all i've got to do is juz wait, wait and wait here patiently..Yes babe,u can do it!!!!
OK, i've been you-tubing, searching for these korean celebrity's latest news and bump into this video clip of korean's group named Monday Kiz(one of their band members died weeks ago because of motorcycle's accident,and eventho' i've never heard bout diz droup or their music before,its kinda sad tho',coz he's still young and talented..RIP)By the way, here's their video clip that im talkin about n man,diz song was hella good n the video clip is so so sad,juz check it out,n they got two part for this music video,hehe..tho i didnt understand any single word,juz by listening to their music and watching the video is enuff...

Part 1

Part 2

OMG!!!

2008-05-04T13:13:00.003+08:00

Gosh!!!!Yippeee!!!!!!!!!I cant wait to see and hold the stuffs that i ordered online last yesterdae!!!hahaha!!!i cant help but smile all the time,waiting for the 'moments' just me and the dresses!!!Online shopping is hot,hawt and haute!!!yeah baybeh!!!!

IM So Pissed Off!!!!!!!!!!!S.O.S

2008-05-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

Damm!!!!Why do they always push me to do something that i didnt like,just for the sake that they didnt have enough money???!!!Hel-lo?????That types of reason is too stupid for me..They're always like 'Hunny,lets just wait for another one year,wait after ur sista finished her study,only then we'll have enough money' or 'U cant enter that school,its not the good one for u,how bout this one???(yeah,trying to make me changed my mind to enter this stupid sux cheap school instead!!!!)'...And it isnt about cheap or expensive school nor i only want to enter to an expensive one,i want to enter that school coz thats what my dream about,thats where my future hold,my passion,but they just didnt want to understand it....Im really tired with their conservative way of thinking..Dont say that im being rude or not try to appreciated things around me,coz i've been through this stages too many times before and everytime im learnt how to trust them back from the beginning,they will keep betraying me---->Thats it,i've had enough already<-----...Its really unfair..Trust me,im telling u the truth here,my sista got bad results on her examination,but they give she's the opportunity(the one that i've been waiting for)rather than me whose got good results compared to her..ya,watever!!!Why do they dont give my sista the same stupid reasons that they always told me and not allowed her to enter that school instead???!!!....aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh(sigh)..IM SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!!!!

Did U think that I was gonna give it up to U, this time?

2008-04-29T20:23:00.006+08:00

Case 1: ya ya,another dae,another story,another drama..n what does the title got to do with what im gonna write here???well,its kinda universal,i say..If U understand what im trying to say,we hardly askin' ourselves what do we want,our true passion, instead, we always seeking approval from people around us,which is-------our parents,BFF or ur not-so-BFF,the 'it' groups,ur boyfren,bla bla bla----little do we thought that its gonna effect us..Trust me dear,thats what going to change ur future(good advice from miz philosophy,LOL)So,the next time u're gonna making decision,good or bad,big or small,important or not-so important,try to ask urself that question first...i know u'll thank me sumdae,haha.

Case 2 : ok!!!pheww!!!!never did i tot that blogging takes a lotsa work baby!!!!Never forget the time and the most precious thing, 'CREATIVE IDEAS'..LOL..But really,u'll never understand it unless u've become a fresh-geek like me,This is my confession..i called myself the fresh-geek coz before this i tot that blogging was just like----u click there,click that,write dat,trash bout something n Voila!!!u've just post a blog!!!----the truth is,bloggers a.k.a geeks did not just do that,there's more to that,for example, design ur own template(dont tell me that u didnt get tired with the plain bored classic template),yeah,and designing it give me those hard painful times,u know??!!(haha,sory 4 make it such a drama,i just cant help it)which means that i have to sit in front of my lap top a whole day,hel-lo,i even skip my meal,just to finish my html script(for the sake of the template of coz)So,eventho my template wasnt that cool enough,whats matter is MY SACRIFICE(being a drama queen again)LOL...Hey!!!Being a geek is somehow gud,wat!!!!!!!!!All hail to the geek out there..Muahxx

Case 3 : Why did sumone never told me about online shopping before this????!!!!Guys out there,i've just found out this site last week MOFSD, n i just cant help it but to share with u, the site has many list of Malaysian website that provide online shopping especially for all the fashionista out there(yeay!!including me of coz!!;p)OMG!!!!thanx god i found it!!Good stuff with cheap n reasonable price(heaven for fashionista)...Ok,nuff' said with that...

Todae,i just found out that 'the person' i tot was gud actually wasnt that gud(complicated,huh?!Never mind,its not like im gonna tell u the story from the beginning)ya,i know people change but in this case,its not like that..Its more like 'the person' show u his fake-personality before because of DISHONESTY,n y'all know,that was the root for CHEATING that then become BACKSTABBING!!!yeah,i do feel like i've been backstabbed,which i never realized before n only after almost about 3 years,the truth show itself...but its ok,im already over it,i guess...ok,maybe im still in-the-over it-process...N im try not to BLAME or worst---HATE--- anyone right now,coz hating will only make u hurt more..Is this my karma????(i hope not,coz i never expect my karma to be this way;p)My only words for them--->MAY GOD BLESS U GUYS<----

PARENTS and what's annoying about them

2008-04-28T11:58:00.004+08:00

Im so sorry for posting this and this doesnt mean that i didnt have respect for my parent,I DO!!!But,we have to admit it,sometimes our parents can be just as annoying as our lil brat bro,n there are times when u just wanna scream at them to leave u alone,but yeah,then this thing came across your mind----I cannot do that,they're my parent,they gonna 'frosted' my pocket money,its a sin,they know better,they just want the best things for us and bla bla bla bla----but hey,that doesnt mean that your opinion is not important,your dreams is not important..sometimes,parents didnt want to hear what we want to tell them,they didnt care what u want coz they want things always to be like what they said-so..They always thought that was the best for us,the lifetime plan that they already planned for us,but little do they know that,it might not be the best one for us..ya ya,its good for those of u whose like to be 'participated' in the game(u know,parent's lifetime plan were just like a monopoly,with them as the players and if they did well,u will get the benefit also)but what if they fail????what if their lifetime plan was just a total mess????BOOM!!!!U're the one whose going to get the total impact!!!
Yeah,i know,they always said,some of u always said,the people out there always said 'just take it,whatever it is,the chance,the opportunity,just take it,u'll never know what's going to happen unless u try'...ya,talkin' and giving advice as if they're the one whose gonna make the decision,try to live in my shoes first...My answer is NO!!!!Thats it!!!If its involve my future,then that's a big no-no!!!So,what im gonna do?????!!!------>I'll sabotage their plan(not all tho',just the stupid plan)haha,i know,i might sounds mean but hey guys,this is what LIFE about,and im just trying to survive here!!!!!!!

x0x0!!!!!!!